Mourning (5 of the Nose)
Mourning makes the soul hurt. I need time to mourn and to get used to new circumstances. I’m deflated by the facts and find it hard to understand the damage that I’ve suffered. It’s extremely hard for me to think about something else and to distract myself. Before I have processed my mourning completely I won’t be able to concentrate on other things. The loss and the losses that I have to accept gnaw at my energy and weigh down my soul and mood. I abandon myself to my feelings of pain and disappointment and make it possible to accept and express them. Not until I have cried all the tears, and all the pain is drained away, have I processed the mourning and can move on from it. I don’t suppress my mourning and I’m patient with myself, for rain is always followed by sunshine.