Control (4 of Hands)
Monitoring and distrust block my vitality and rob me of my energy by the clinging to and attainment of power. I no longer hold on to people or old habits, ideas or material possessions. I’m ready to let go. Jealousy and monitoring weakens and blocks my vitality and ruins my relationships. When I lack self-confidence and self-esteem I’m also not in the position to trust others or to show respect and accept their decisions. I only trust others to do what I would do myself. In trusting in the dynamics of life and learning to let go instead of clenching up, I make room for genuine trust and get rid of extra baggage. I learn to control and question myself rather than to control and question others. Everything I need will come to me when the time is right. I don’t have to control or dominate in order to be happy.